I started aligning myself with my Gemini birth vibes last night. Even though I’m a sun in Capricorn / Pisces rising babe, I was born with natal moon in Gemini. Basically, what that means in astro terms is that when we have a new moon in Gemini every June and full moon in Gemini every December, I am deeply affected. These times for me feel like my second birthday.
If you also have major planets in Gemini, I’m sure you’re feeling all the feels.
So far, most people I’ve spoken to haven’t been able to sleep much the past 3 nights.
They are either having a hard time falling asleep or they are having vivid, emotional dreams that are waking them up in the middle of the night.
How are you doing today? What have you been experiencing the past few days and nights?
I woke up around 6am PT this morning with a dream of my mom, Rose. As many of you know, she passed in Feb. of 2017 quite unexpectedly.
In the dream, I was with Saraphina at my dad’s old house in Westlake Village … it was the last home I lived in when my parents were still together. There was a gorgeous sweeping staircase and we were walking downstairs. When we were in the middle of the stairway, I saw my mom, at about 30 years of age, walking up the stairs.
“Look Saraphina, there’s Grandma!”
I called my mom’s name and she turned to look at me briefly, and kept walking, looking straight ahead. She walked into the bedroom she used to share with my dad and I ran after to follow her.
But, something stopped me. I heard faint music off in the distance. It became louder and louder. It filled my ears and I had to smile. The music was Tchaikovsky’s Nutcracker Suite.
You can play the music in the background while reading this email if you wish: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M8J8urC_8Jw
I was hearing the very beginning of the piece, titled “Petite Ouverture,” when the orchestra is playing and the curtain begins to rise and reveal the Christmas scene. It’s so lively and joyful. It has always been one of my favorite pieces of music. My mom started a family tradition to go watch the ballet before Christmas every year. The music always looped throughout most of our present opening on Christmas morning too. Mom was always in the kitchen afterwards whipping up our favorite holiday repast: macadamia nut pancakes with coconut syrup and Portuguese sausage.
About 8 weeks before my mom died, Saraphina and I performed in a much abridged version of the Nutcracker ballet for the West Coast Ballet company in Santa Barbara. She was one of the children and I was asked to do a solo for the piece, “Café”—Danse arabe (aka the “Coffee” dance). I was scared to do it since I haven’t danced ballet since age 11!
I remember just sucking it up and moving through the fear because I knew Saraphina really wanted me to do it.
There are so many messages and synchronicities contained in this dream. I need more time to unpack the significance of it all.
Recently I did a reading for you from Krotona Institute, about 5 minutes from where I live. Krotona was one of three important Theosophical centers in the United States during the early part of the 20th century. Originally built in Hollywood during 1912, the colony was eventually relocated to Ojai, California in 1926, where it operates today as the Krotona Institute of Theosophy.
Interesting to note that Madame Blavatsky, co-founder of the Theosophical spiritual movement was a contemporary of Tchaikovsky’s. They were both Russian too.
“When the Dream Walker is your Ally, dreams really can and do come true. Still, there are two kinds: those of the small Self and those of the Divine. Spirit has a dream for you that is yours alone, and all you need to do is ask and it will unfold like magic.
You also play an important and unique part in the Divine dreaming of the world. When you ask, Is this the dream for me that serves the greater dream? the most beautiful vision for your life serves the highest good for others, too. Just the act of asking will immediately provide the answer.
The Dream Walker is beside you to help you move effortlessly through the illusions, observing the Truth and celebrating the waking dream of your life that results.” (Colette Baron-Reid)
You can watch the full reading on YouTube, here:
What beautiful dream are you carrying in your heart?
Can you keep the faith that it will come true?
Will you step into the spotlight?
I hope you will my friend!
My program Unbound Experience is going to be one helluva fabulous ride. We had our first ritual gathering this morning to make this new moon even more sacred. And, on June 1st I released Chapter 1: The Heart of the Matter. And guess what? The chapter includes a whole section about how dreams are the “language of the world soul” according to Paulo Coelho, author of The Alchemist.
As I unveil each of these chapters month by month, I’m seeing magic popping like EVERYWHERE!!
I want you there with us!
Before I bring this opus to a close, I just have to say … THANK YOU.
Love you big, big, big!